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24 October 2007 @ 01:37 am
Well, that is a relief!  
I started seeing a homeopathic doctor back in August for my slightly fucked up skin, because my Keratosis Pilaris was at an all-time yuck-level, and I wondered if homeopathy would do something that regular doctors and derms couldn't.

My homeopathic doctor is adorable and better than any counselor and I totally ♥ her. She also prescibed me some pills (made of snake venom or something weird.)

I can't belive I didn't *click* when I started rapidly gaining weight, like, two days after I took those pills.

She has now reassured me that the extra poundage will go without any effort on my part once her treatment is complete.

*phew!* That IS good news.

But in the meantime I'm hovering at thirteen stone no matter what I do.

Short of starving myself and/or running myself to death on a treadmill I think I'm kind of stuck there.

It sucks that I'm making no improvement with my weight even though I have been trying to eat a bit more sensibly, but at least I know why - and that it isn't forever.

I'm still concerned with my alcohol intake though.

Alcohol = More poundage, but I can't seem to kick the habit of throwing back the booze.

I must drink my daily allowance of calories - never mind the food!

I'm getting scared that I have a real problem with alcohol, because I can't bear to stay away from it. Fuck.
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